After your death I made of this blog the place where I could talk to you; tell you what was going on in my mind. I got lost – and in a way I think I still am – and needed some kind of relieve. This was my relieve, my therapy, sort of saying…

I’ll never stop loving you and talking to you my love, but I will stop doing it here. From now on nobody will know what I feel anymore. I’ve always given myself too much. I won't expose you or myself here anymore, not with strangers.

I miss you Lea, always. I will always love you.