My princess, I’m sorry for not being able to write to you everyday, but you know you never leave my thoughts. Yesterday I went out with some friends for dinner and some drinks and after all this time I managed to laugh a little again. And while I was doing it I was kind of amazed with myself, I don’t really know why. I know life will go on and soon I’ll be doing all the things I always did, laughing included, but today, while resting a little in bed at home, there you were again in my thoughts! I can’t help it, I just start remembering you holding me and resting your head on my chest, my arms around you, and there I go again... I miss you so much Lea! So much!