If your death could by no means be avoided, no means whatsoever, I hope you forgive me the presumption but I wish you could have died in my arms. This would allow me to nurse you away from here, to caress and kiss you and tell you everything would be alright. I would be dilacerated from pain, but I would also feel the peace I need, dedicating myself to you on your last moments on this earth. You: the most beautiful element I had ever seen or imagined. I discovered love, I think… Only now… I wish I was a stone.

I love you Lea, my princess. I love you so much.