Today, and yesterday, have been too difficult for me. I can't really tell you why. I just feel like I'm going crazy... Not to see you again? I'm sorry, my love. I know I must be strong. Please help me if you can. It's like only now I'm realizing the true dimension of what you were, of what was taken from me... Me, me, me, I know... It was you who lost your life. I just lost my biggest reason to be alive. I love you so much.