(From January 15th, 2009)
Hi my love.
Everything you wrote me I knew long, long time ago…
There is no need to explain me something what I already know and is clear as daylight.
Of course it made me feel much, much more better. I miss you a lot my darling. I can’t concentrate for anything, I can’t read cause I don’t remember what I already red. I can’t write, I can’t learn, I don’t have any new ideas for the things I should do in my job. I can’t do anything.
I did not sleep for a long time and I am so tired.
You know, I love you a lot. Maybe, everything just need some time.